Change

Well hello there! I haven't blogged in quite some time, but I feel that this topic is pretty important to say. Change. Change is something that is hard to admit you need to do but it is even tougher to do. Not to long ago my girls group in the school were having some issues with each other were not feeling included. So I decided to start to include others and I felt I was doing a good job including everyone. I believed it was going well with everyone until I opened my eyes and realized a few girls were not inviting everyone to events, when they were the ones with the idea in the first place. It angers me and the others not being included. Well today I heard that some, that we're not included, got an apology for not always including them. Well IM SORRY but doesn't EVERYONE deserve an apology then! To me those people are being a little bit hypocritical with their actions. And I have heard from these people on how much they hate hypocrites and hypocrisy in general. Well howdy doody! They are doing the same thing! I feel like they all kind of slapped us in the face with the idea that " we should all get together and be friends" well let's have a cake with a rainbow and butterflies on it too and maybe a unicorn! :) well the change that I tried so hard to do was just thrown out the window! I know the others girls that I have discussed this with also tried to change for the better and they feel hurt too. I'm so angered by this that I could scream! I hope the "special group" understands everything now.. Ok I need to stop venting....for now